His Love

My God isnt described as a God who is right or wrong, He is a God of Love. Instead of trying to live with being right and doing what is right, shouldnt we just live trying to love Him? and love as many people as possible? Everything else will follow.

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i dont really know where i am right now, ah i have to type an essay, ill update later...

Corey's Blog

I like his most recent post, its good.

Christmas and winter make me think of one thing....

Lonely

Wallet Boy

i never knew that someone would ever hate me.... man was i wroooong

Girls Suck...

HAHA

Are your pants uncomfortable? ...Yea.... why? Oh cuz it looks like there looming up your fruits.

Ahhhh good times, good times

I Love Laughing its like the best medecine

Some people are just sooooooo uptight

... And maybe it will be

Yesterday everything looked like it was going to be ok.

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As i stare into this empty space, i cant understand why we would be in a such a place of pain, sadness and loneliness. Why would God put us here, i dont get it and I dont want to. Im sick of hearing the words everything will get better, because it wont. Everything gets worse. The minute we are born is no different than the minute we die, and the only thing that does matter is what we do in between. Im still trying to figure out what pain is for, why do we get sad, what is the point. I would recommend praying, but God only listens and He talks back in a whisper, but sometimes I cant hear because of all this shit going on around my life. I feel sorry for the people that are constantly trying to figure out why bad things happen to them. If it doesnt kill you it makes you stronger, right? Stronger for what? More pain? and then what, more pain? Is there a reason for this? I dont really think so.... I hate it.

High of 64

I just looked out the window and it is such a beautiful day. Right in the middle of October too. Its like finding $50 at the park, probably never gunna happen again..

Facebook Status

- I judge my family and everyone else so much its not even funny

- I hate hearing the word no

- I wish i could still say Jesus is my best friend, i kinda feel like its fading

- I dont want to go back to Timothy

Christianity

Some people view Christianity as a cult, some view it as a Sunday morning thing, some view it as a life style. I view Christianity as a life style, a relationship with a God who just wants a relationship with you, it doesnt have to be a crazy, weird, cult like thing. God commands us to make disciples of all nations, that means he wants us to make a lot of friends and just live like your a Christian because theyll see that and notice a difference. Dont try forcing things down peoples throats or excluding them because they dont believe the same things. Dont judge a book by its cover and dont throw it away even if its not good. We can always learn something from everyone.

So if your wondering...

If you guys remember the Facebook Status post, ive decided to continue that idea and i will be doing a weekly "Facebook Status" if you guys get the idea.

I love and hate my life right now

Life isnt about being deep, its about getting out of a hole.

Facebook Status

Whats on your mind? There are a million things id love to say for that question, but of course i dont because i will get judged and no one will like me, heres a few.

My best friends are liars

Im disgusted by my school

Im a very bad Christian

I love myself a little to much

Sometimes I pretend alot

I cant stand people who are better than me

i dont really know what to say, its sad...

Its kinda funny

Last night was Homecoming, one of the most fun, sweaty, hot nights of my life. Of course Sunday morning Im exhausted, of course Im expected to go to Church with my family, duh. But as Im showering, they leave, everyone in my family leaves to go to church. This is hilarious, every Sunday for the past 2 years I've been going to Church sunday mornings by myself, no family in sight, I just think its sort of ironic. Which brings me to my next point, you don't have to go to Church to worship God, God isn't locked up in a Church so that when your their you find Him and have a spiritual moment. God is EVERYWHERE. No matter where you are, God is with you. We weren't meant to just worship and be with God on Sundays, we were meant to be with God every second of our lives. So many people get caught up in being at church, getting ready for church, bringing a Bible, that they forget that Church was invented just to be with other Christ followers during the week, sharing our love for who He is and what He's done for us, but I mean if your parents forget to take you I guess you can do it alone, or blog about it...

Ima blog all my life

So its been a couple days since I've blogged and i promised a really good one but that never came cuz, well it didnt, haha and all i can really say right now is that, my life is amazing, God has blessed me with amazing family, friends, a house, an amazing doggy, and oakleys. Haha but really I have an amazing life, it could not be any better and if i just use all the recourses God has given me then I can do anything through him, Im also excited for both Homecomings im goin to its gunna be saweeeeet.

There will be a post

So its like Oh man, i think mike can do it, 3 posts i a row, well there it is 3, bear with me because tomorrows gunna be a good one but im to lazy to get up and get it from my room

See You At The Pole

Its interesting to see how God works, I ask for friends and He gives them to me. This morning, today, was See You At The Pole, a national event when Christian kids gather around a flag pole one morning and pray and worship God. At York even being a new student I was pressured with Leading a portion in prayer but it was such a blessing. After singing a couple worship songs and having big group prayer we were sent to small groups. My task was to lead a small group in prayer and in conversation, it proves that is hard to when I don't know anyone but what the heck. So I just prayed... contrary to popular belief, prayer, not laughter is the best medicine. I prayed and I prayed until I didn't realize I was praying anymore, even when I wasn't praying out loud I was praying inside and wow did that make me feel so close to God and even closer to those around me, I don't know how your experiences this morning around that flag were, but mine was great

Is there no Hope?

Today i was sitting at lunch, contemplating, listening to Relient K and Switchfoot, thinking, Im in a school where there are a thousand lost people, i'm sitting on a lunch table where no one is a Christian, they take the Lords name in vain like its nothing and talk about girls how ever they want. Im not like that, Im not like them, why is it that people that love God cant just walk up to me and say, " I love God, wanna hang out?" Why cant I make any friends here. Its horrible I almost broke down and cried like twice, I feel so lost. But tonight I was practicing for PAW and my heart just opened up for God, I know now that its not about me finding people to be friends with, its about God bringing people to me, Im not trying to boast or be proud but Im a leader, people are drawn to me and if i just sit back and let God control every facet of my life then I shouldn't worry about anything.

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I havent blogged in like a month and i know that my posts arent exciting so dont judge me, but the only think i can really think of is needing a date for Yorks homecoming haha

Its been a while...

Man, the last time i blogged was..... August 15th, so 17 days ago.. i think. Anyways so much has happend since then, I started school, and haha thats about it. School is great, i mean its like the 2nd week in and i have no complaints, yet but I just like the environment so much better and I'm not gunna lie the teachers are alot better. When people hear of public schools in the subarbs their minds automatically go to alcohol, I cannot tell you how many stories I've heard about partying and things like that, its a whole different game than a private school and I'm not gunna lie its a very tempting thing but luckily I have friends that got my back and I know i can talk to about it so I think I should be just fine, other than that I mean its school, what else can I say about it?

Girls, God, Grades

So i was trying to sleep last night and i just thought of so many things I could blog about. I thought about God, girls and school(grades). My relationship with God has been an interesting one this year, from being at a place where I doubted God existed to a place where I felt Him ever where I went, I could say Ive had a very weird past few months. Seeing some of my best friends fall away from God really took me away from God also, I just didnt understand why they would do it, so it made me doubt that God really cared and that lead to believing in a God at all... hah I guess you could say I think too much about some things. Girls... girls are interesting, I really wish I had a mood ring, thatd be perfect. I dont get girls often, Id rather have a girl as a best friend rather than a girlfriend cuz intense relationships just screw high school up, well thats what I think. But every guy loves the idea of the perfect girl so Ill always be looking for the one I guess. And school just sucks so I dont even wana talk about it.

Stupid Stupid Stupid

I hate the fact that summer is over, its really saddening because I didnt get to do all the things I wanted to do, stupid things kept coming up and it was really unsatisfying. Whatever, Im kinda looking forward to school cuz of all the new stuff thats gunna be happening and who knows where Ill be in a month.

So Im going to a new school next year, or actually like in 10 days but whose counting, anyways, things in my house have been kinda crazy, I mean we found a house in a week and I just registered at York yesterday so I guess Im well on my way for this school year. The thing Im not sure of is if Im ready to be dropped off into a school that I know nothing about, I know only a handful of people and to be honest, Im scared. May parents gave me the option to either sink or swim, I kinda wana swim, but Im not sure i know how...

New Blog

So... I finally got a blog. All my friends have had some for months, now I wish I had stuff to right about.