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As i stare into this empty space, i cant understand why we would be in a such a place of pain, sadness and loneliness. Why would God put us here, i dont get it and I dont want to. Im sick of hearing the words everything will get better, because it wont. Everything gets worse. The minute we are born is no different than the minute we die, and the only thing that does matter is what we do in between. Im still trying to figure out what pain is for, why do we get sad, what is the point. I would recommend praying, but God only listens and He talks back in a whisper, but sometimes I cant hear because of all this shit going on around my life. I feel sorry for the people that are constantly trying to figure out why bad things happen to them. If it doesnt kill you it makes you stronger, right? Stronger for what? More pain? and then what, more pain? Is there a reason for this? I dont really think so.... I hate it.