Girls, God, Grades

So i was trying to sleep last night and i just thought of so many things I could blog about. I thought about God, girls and school(grades). My relationship with God has been an interesting one this year, from being at a place where I doubted God existed to a place where I felt Him ever where I went, I could say Ive had a very weird past few months. Seeing some of my best friends fall away from God really took me away from God also, I just didnt understand why they would do it, so it made me doubt that God really cared and that lead to believing in a God at all... hah I guess you could say I think too much about some things. Girls... girls are interesting, I really wish I had a mood ring, thatd be perfect. I dont get girls often, Id rather have a girl as a best friend rather than a girlfriend cuz intense relationships just screw high school up, well thats what I think. But every guy loves the idea of the perfect girl so Ill always be looking for the one I guess. And school just sucks so I dont even wana talk about it.