Girls, God, Grades

So i was trying to sleep last night and i just thought of so many things I could blog about. I thought about God, girls and school(grades). My relationship with God has been an interesting one this year, from being at a place where I doubted God existed to a place where I felt Him ever where I went, I could say Ive had a very weird past few months. Seeing some of my best friends fall away from God really took me away from God also, I just didnt understand why they would do it, so it made me doubt that God really cared and that lead to believing in a God at all... hah I guess you could say I think too much about some things. Girls... girls are interesting, I really wish I had a mood ring, thatd be perfect. I dont get girls often, Id rather have a girl as a best friend rather than a girlfriend cuz intense relationships just screw high school up, well thats what I think. But every guy loves the idea of the perfect girl so Ill always be looking for the one I guess. And school just sucks so I dont even wana talk about it.

Stupid Stupid Stupid

I hate the fact that summer is over, its really saddening because I didnt get to do all the things I wanted to do, stupid things kept coming up and it was really unsatisfying. Whatever, Im kinda looking forward to school cuz of all the new stuff thats gunna be happening and who knows where Ill be in a month.

So Im going to a new school next year, or actually like in 10 days but whose counting, anyways, things in my house have been kinda crazy, I mean we found a house in a week and I just registered at York yesterday so I guess Im well on my way for this school year. The thing Im not sure of is if Im ready to be dropped off into a school that I know nothing about, I know only a handful of people and to be honest, Im scared. May parents gave me the option to either sink or swim, I kinda wana swim, but Im not sure i know how...

New Blog

So... I finally got a blog. All my friends have had some for months, now I wish I had stuff to right about.